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Freaking.

Sep. 27th, 2006 | 09:35 pm
location: Near Wizarding Documents
mood: distressed distressed
music: Breaking Benjamin- Dance with the Devil

Tomorrow is my first day at a wizarding school. Until now I've taught myself with limited resources. I've never had homework, teachers, classmates, or restrictions. I have never had anything to facilitate my learning except myself. I have never spent much time with people in general--talking to them by mail and computer is one thing, but meeting people is another. I feel that I am caving. Crushing in on myself, weighing myself down like dropping a ton of lead on an insect. All I see is darkness around me where in-lies a small strand of fabricated light. I don't know the grounds of the school, the students (for the most part) or what my course entail. When i inferred to having an "old school" earlier to some of you, the "old school" was myself. I do not know how I am going to deal with people, or tolerate them for that matter. I apologize if this entry was morbid in any way, but i think letting it out made that strand of fabricated light broadened slightly.

~Sebastian Vyne~

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First Entry..

Sep. 27th, 2006 | 12:49 am
mood: indifferent indifferent

Hi...I'm Sebastian Vyne..I'm starting my 1st year at hogwarts as a 7th year student and I'm 16 years old.......Um..I guess i'll meet some new people there, woo.

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